I think about this often, but try to push it away. But I think I'm going to go there, with you.
While I have spent time and money to lose weight, there are people dying of starvation right this very minute.
While I worry about putting together a sexy outfit for my husband, there are women in this world condemned to death for having sex.
I have spent thousands of dollars to stop myself from eating because I live in opulance and indulgence.
I have spent thousands of dollars to feel a sense of acceptance of my body so that I can wear clothes not for necessity, but for fashion.
Obesity is a slow killer. I must do what I need to do to be successful, so that I can well meet the needs of my family. I will do what I can, when I can. Everything I am doing and learning now, I will one day use to help others for a much greater cause than profit. These are the thoughts that help me sleep at night when I can't help myself from going there.