Sunday, August 22, 2010

I was always worried about this...

When I first started blogging, it would make me so sad to start reading a blog, only for that persons life to get so busy that they stopped blogging. I worried and wondered if that would happen to me. Well, yes and no. I'm super busy, blogging has slowed, but my heaart is still with it. Enough guilt. :0

I got what I wanted. I've repeatedly mentioned that one of the reasons I got my band was for professional opportunity. Well, I've got it. I'm working hard and keep reminding myself that this is exactly what I wanted. When I pictured my career when I first started with this system, this is what and where I thought I'd be at this point. There is no other choice but to perform where I'm at, so that's what I'm working to do. I don't know why I'm surprised about how much I'm having to learn. It's making me feel very small, but that's ok because I am very small. Enough over analyzing. ;)

In band news, it's still there and awesome. My weight is completely steady, within the norms of acceptable monthly weight fluctuation. No loss, but no gain either! That's great in my book. I'm a solid size 12, which isn't skinny, but is certainly not fat. I feel fabulous. It's not a fight to be where I'm at, and that's exactly what I wanted from my band. There is not enough I can say about this. :)

Honestly, there has been so much going on in our personal lives that I can barely breath. I always say I don't like drama, yet I must because it always seems to be a big part of my life. I wouldn't even know where to start to share it, so I won't. I'm not super open with my feelings, and I try really hard on my blog to be more open. This is one reason why I'm still committed to blogging. No worries.

8 comments:

  1. {{{HUGS}}} that all will be good soon.

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  2. It's good to hear from you, we all slow down when we have stuff going on. I hope it's nothing too bad.
    xoxoLinda

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  3. What ever you have going on personally, I just know you will work through it! You have been missed..

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  4. Good to hear from you...hope the drama resolves without...well, too much more drama! Hang in there GF!

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  5. Summer has been so busy and I've definitely had my guilt with not posting. Sorry to hear about the drama.

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  6. Nice to hear from you. And good to hear you are busy working. Hope things calm down soon and tou can take a breather x

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  7. Miss you! Isn't funny how at times our lives are like a soap opera? This too shall pass right? Hope you find some down time!!

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  8. Hopefully your life will be a little less crazy soon...I've now just trying to play catchup on all the blogs as things have been crazy in my own world. I can SO relate. At least you are doing well with your weight...Remmeber to just take a few moments each day and have some "me time", ok?

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