Monday, September 6, 2010

It's back... and a fat fraud...

My restriction has returned. I don't have a complete lack of hunger, but I feel it when I'm full. That's good enough for me.

My scale is a brat. It let me see 169, but not claim it. That's also ok, because this is my fat time of the month, so usually the scale is heading up due to water gain. This is awesome that I'm still losing. It's slow loss, but I'm LOSING.

We're ending our long weekend with dinner at a friends house. We're bringing the wine (yes, we still have some left!)and a chocolate torte (that I made, it's sooooooooooo evil.....). I love that I can enjoy a dinner and dessert, and not worry that I'm going to blow it.

I went shopping at Nordstrom this weekend... when will I ever not feel like a fat fraud? I often feel like a spy for team F.A.T., and like the sales girls are eyeing me very suspiciously... I'm a crazy nut, I know that... but still...

This sounds more depressing than I feel, I promise. It's been a great weekend. Hope your's has been, too!


  1. I totally get the FAT fraud feeling!

  2. At a friend's house is a great place to end a long weekend. We had a party at our house yesterday with a lot of family and friends so today is our chill out day. You ARE a nut, but I love you anyway.

  3. HAHA @ fat fraud! The torte sounds divine; you must share your recipe. Or send me a piece. Either will suffice. :)

  4. I know you think they're going to ask you for a special "skinny" card or handshake. Glad you had a great weekend.

  5. A chocolate torte sounds amazing! I cannot bake to save my life. Even the easy baking I mess up.

  6. Haha! Team FAT. I was at Nordstrom recently and felt the same way! Baby steps, I guess...