I was always worried about this...

When I first started blogging, it would make me so sad to start reading a blog, only for that persons life to get so busy that they stopped blogging. I worried and wondered if that would happen to me. Well, yes and no. I'm super busy, blogging has slowed, but my heaart is still with it. Enough guilt. :0

I got what I wanted. I've repeatedly mentioned that one of the reasons I got my band was for professional opportunity. Well, I've got it. I'm working hard and keep reminding myself that this is exactly what I wanted. When I pictured my career when I first started with this system, this is what and where I thought I'd be at this point. There is no other choice but to perform where I'm at, so that's what I'm working to do. I don't know why I'm surprised about how much I'm having to learn. It's making me feel very small, but that's ok because I am very small. Enough over analyzing. ;)

In band news, it's still there and awesome. My weight is completely steady, within the norms of acceptable monthly weight fluctuation. No loss, but no gain either! That's great in my book. I'm a solid size 12, which isn't skinny, but is certainly not fat. I feel fabulous. It's not a fight to be where I'm at, and that's exactly what I wanted from my band. There is not enough I can say about this. :)

Honestly, there has been so much going on in our personal lives that I can barely breath. I always say I don't like drama, yet I must because it always seems to be a big part of my life. I wouldn't even know where to start to share it, so I won't. I'm not super open with my feelings, and I try really hard on my blog to be more open. This is one reason why I'm still committed to blogging. No worries.