Some days I worry about regaining weight. This weekend I had an epiphany... stop worrying about that because it may lead me straight back to weight gain. INSTEAD, ENJOY THE WEIGHT LOSS!
This means a couple of specific things for me. One, I'm enjoying the hell out of fashion. Well, fashion in a wanna be way, but still trying to be more adventerous. In my late twenties and early thirties, I was all about looking more professional. Translation = "older". I was thin then, too... so I could have done whatever I wanted. NOW, I just want to look Jerseylicious. Seriously.
The next thing may come as a shock because I've NOT been little "Miss Exerciser" to lose weight. HOWEVER, I am sooooooooooo going to enjoy the things my body can now do. That includes hiking, walking, running... the weather is better and I'm feeling GOOD and I'm going to take this as far as I can... BECAUSE I CAN!
It's interesting because this weekend I decided to enjoy being a skinny bitch. And because I was focused on the good, when glorious food and drink have been all around (this IS a holiday weekend!)... I've CHOSEN to ENJOY small amounts. And these small amounts had nothing to do with my band. It was because that was where I was at in my head. A smaller woman enjoying the hell out of it. For everything it's worth.